Keputusan ~

In our life,we always tought that we always want to have what we want,but life is not like what we think,thing can change,even atom change.Human always does mistake,always.It does not mean that we can make mistake.Why I always have big decision to make ? .Why I always had a hard way in my life ?.People always said that when we do something,we must be sincerely,But when it come to my place,it does not about honesty,it about will.I do not hate it,but I dont think that I am the right man to do it.If I ask people what should I do ,sure,they will ask me to continue what I am doing right now.I wonder if there are people have the same boat as me.If they do exist,I wish I can meet those guys.I wonder if I should resign my position .What make those girl in my class choose me as their leader,I dont know.Another thing,when I check my email,there is one email that bother me ..Well I just can wait